Five Years (and what happened)

That’s how long its been since I’ve written a blog post.

Much has happened.

The web has gone full on web3.

The metaverse, cryptocurrency and NFTs are rampant; as is inflation.

Many of the images linked/hosted/embedded (some over 10 or more years ago!) no longer function.

In these past five years:

I have, experienced the process of dying: Lost organs (fully and partially).

Suffered endocarditis; septicemia, and acute hemorrhagic cholecystitis, that complicated into gangrenous cholecystitis (All at the same time).

This created a calcification and some necrosis of my abdomen wall and parts of my liver. This resulted in me undergoing a liver resection and various other surgeries. (Thank Hashem, the Surgeons, Physicians and Nurses, who tended to me.)

I have been rehabilitated from barely being able to walk to running a mile and a half in 13:52 . Changing Jackson Pratt Drains and Colostomy bags every couple of hours to not having them at all. Having a consistent resting heart rate after surgery ranging from 98-110 bpm back to 56-67 bpm.

I have overcome.

After almost three years I have regained my pre-surgery weight, exercise regiment, and a lean healthy diet.

Then came my Keratoconus diagnosis in both of my eyes. Both corneas thinning; bulging into an irregular cone shape giving me progressive vision loss; cloudy vision; glare & halos around lights and photophobia, increased sensitivity to light.

I was told that I should seek a cornea transplant to remedy the situation. Corneal Collagen Cross-Linking also was presented.

Given my current progression it may not be viable, I was informed.

I strive forwards and onwards.

So that’s what has happened.

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Blade Runner 2049


I saw it and it was superb. I had not felt like this in a film since I saw “There Will Be Blood” in 2008. Literal frisson all the way through. Hans Zimmer scored the film with Benjamin Wallfisch (whom I am unfamiliar with). They did an exquisite job setting the ambiance and mood throughout. (I was afraid that with out Maestro Vangelis composing the auditory sensation that made “Blade Runner” would be lost. That was not the case.) The cinematography was on point and the visuals, specifically the lighting was splendid.

The film is rather slow to develop and some may find its pace brutal even. (The film is 164 minutes). However it is a very rewarding experience. Those unfamiliar with the first film will be fine but it is that more delightful knowing the story.  The film does escalate very quickly towards the end portion, when you want more time spent delving into some aspects presented. All in all I will it’s magnificent and astounding. I would like more. Preferably in less than 30 years.

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Radio and Podcasts

My fascination for radio and the medium as a whole is almost as expanse as my newspaper/magazine reading. I started listening when I was 7 years old.

I usually listen and read so many things to the point of overload.

Radio stations I usually listen to:

570 WTNT (defunct)

820AM The Gamut

740AM Zoomer Radio



1030AM WBZ



100.3FM WBIG

Radio shows I oftentimes listen(ed) to:

Matt Drudge: The Drudge Report (defunct)

Truckin’ Bozo

Coast to Coast AM

The Sean Hannity Show

The Savage Nation

Ground Zero

Mark Levin


When I was younger and in school I’d get home and listen to the shortwave/am and listen till I went to sleep at 10pm or 11pm. This was way back when the internet was not ubiquitous and I didn’t even have a computer at home.

I’d sit and try to pick up whatever I could. I became fascinated with the curious pop up stations that repeated numbers in Spanish and Russian as well as other languages. The aptly named: Number stations.

This scanning of stations instilled the desire to learn languages as I desired to understand what I heard over the various stations on shortwave.

I still carry my shortwave radio and people ask me all the time what I’m doing as I shift around to obtain reception. I enjoy the conversations that come due to my radio listening.


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What I’ve been Playing

Predominantly GTA Online and more recently on PC. Gorgeous.

  I’ve been playing this off and on for sometime now. It’s an acquired taste.

 I’ve won 11 matches out of 16 and played for an hour. I’m sold.

  I don’t think I’ll grow tired of this game. 

Angry Birds

They have some vision Rovio does. However they may have waited too long to release a movie. The film was fine. Slow to develop–laughs and gags abounding. However 70 millon of their own money and they’re up 150 million gross worldwide as of this writing seems to have paid off. It was okay and I would watch a sequel but hopefully they continue to gather up more meaningful backstory as to their abilties.


What a sad little town.
I’ve always enjoyed the cinematography in “Banshee” saw it more as long running film than a television series.

It almost didn’t feel like the end although it was. It was quick and well done and miles more satisfying than “Dexter”. That’s because it really did end.

If you haven’t watched it’s a treat. Although it is an espresso of drama with gratuitous, well most everything. Not for the faint of heart.

Splendid run.

Hebrew and Egyptian Gematria; Space Docker and Mural Observations

This came to me due to seeing the background of this TED talk about 32 common symbols on caves:

My first thought was actually, “Is this a TED talk about Mount Chiliad? Geez, its finally come to this–oh, wait.”


Going off what the game states, the answer is right in front of us:


I remembered of how I have always thought the alleged ‘jetpack man’ on the Chiliad mural:

always looked like the Hebrew letter ‘gimel’:

Which then reminded me about Hebrew gematria and Hebrew Otiot.

Which led to some curious observations.

Gimel’s gamtria is the number 3. Which reminds me of the three playable characters. Its otiot is a person in motion–a poor man running and it also means camel. Its root means to give, to deal or to wean. Justified Repayment. To give either reward or punishment.

Which of course reminds me of Michael have to repay some money. That they had to run–put him in witness protection, etc.

So seeing that I looked at the ‘UFO’

and thought of the hand of Hamsa:


which means that “humans cannot escape from the eye of conscience” which reminds me of Trevor. Also interesting usage of hamsa is the fifth day of the week, “Thursday is considered a good day for magic rites and pilgrimages.” Which I thought may indicate that yoga or Epsilon robes should be attempted on Thursday?

I thought of the ‘egg’:

of “He is risen” the sunrise, etc.

It reminded me of Khepri:


God of rebirth and the sunrise. Associated with the Scarab beetle–the dung beetle:


that navigates via the milky way.

I thought of the Space docker which is a dune buggy


and how the Egyptians thought the eggs of the beetle came into being out of nothing. Possibly take the Space Docker on a Thursday?

I also recalled the Hebrew pictographs:


when I saw the glyph on the Space Docker:


If I’m not mistaken it reads (from right to left):

Pey, Pey, Lamed, Tzadiel, Khaf, Hey, Pey, Dalet Pey

17, 4, 17, 5, 20, 90, 30, 17, 17

Remember every letter is a number and has a mystery:

Here’s more about Hebrew letters as numbers.

I thought of the ‘x’ on the mural (which could be the Hebrew letter) and thought of Teth which reveals both good and evil, a man in rebellion or a man in surrender. Teth represents the Number 9 and also 15.

So could the answer, instructions or more clues come in this form.

Am I seeing what I want to see or is this viable?

Can it be Pareidolia because I know Hebrew letters and I am making it work?

I hope this is something or triggers someone’s mind to a solution, etc.

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